Posted by Anonymous on 2013/03/04 under Uncategorized I remember, when we first started talking it was so easy to trust you were just busy or you didnt have your phone with you. But now for some reason its hard to think your not just ignoring me… why do I feel this way?? Where is my trust?? Everyone tells me its because I have had sucky relationships before. Its true I have they gave me every reason not to trust them. They made me feel its impossible for someone to care about me and make me feel like im the only one. But when will I get over that?! I dont think I ever will because you dont make me feel any different. Yes you havent given me a reason not to trust you but I found some things out. Like how the first part of us talking you were talking to someone else as well… she told me it didnt last long though but for some reason it still bothers me. I just need to cry and cry and i need you to be there to hold me and say your sorry and comfort me. But here I am unable to make even one tear and your not here your not even talking to me no texts no nothing all day. Im not ready to say I love you yet, but you do mean alot to me. So please dont hurt me. Please make me beleive i matter again. Please, Im begging you at this point. Im tired of being hurt Im tired of not being able to cry and not smile. I want the old me back. I dont know if it was you who took me away from myself or if Im just my own enemy. I think Im my own enemy at this point though. With no one to talk to there is only silence, and I hate it. It lies and says you hate me. It lies and says I dont matter to you or anyone else. It lies so much but the silence is all I hear its so easy just to listen to those lie and feel they are the truth. Please text me soon I need you… make me feel wanted again. Please.
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Please text what you feel instead of writing it on here, it will help you both 🙂 . “always follow your heart, if it’s right, then good, if not, you learnt something new”